" Throw away the chains ;
Let love fly away ;
Till love comes again ;
I'll be okay " - Amanda Marshall "I'll be okay"

He messaged me yesterday to tell me he missed me. I told him I missed him too. He told me he'd love to hang out after I was done with my "workaholic season".

So this is what it's come to. Being just friends again.


But at least I have work to immerse myself in. And the thought of all the pretty little things I can buy after I finish working is enough to make me happy for the day.

And then comes nightfall. My heart aches with emptiness but I tell myself to sleep it off because I have to work the next day.

And so, this convenient little routine has been going on day in and day out.


Its unfair to chain you down when I can't make a commitment either. And I miss you more than you realise.